All or Nothing

I want the best of you
I don't care if that's not fair
Coz i want it all
Or nothing at all
Theres no-where left to fall
When you reach the bottom
Its now or never
Is it all or are we just friends
Is this how it end

Basically that depicts my feeling at the moment.
I am feeling so confused

JH left me for someone else when he said he was devoted to me.
The guy i really like doesnt like me but likes someone else
I miss my hobos soooo much!

Life seems to have reached the bottom at the moment
My family are driving me crazy.
Guys seem to be scared of being with me or else dont like me.
My friends are the only thing i live for anymore!
They are my life and i dnt no where id be without them.